How Deborah stepped into the darkness.

Tells the tale of a time where the “shit really hit the fan” ( her words - not ours)

What do you do In a moment where it feels like your whole life is coming crashing down around you?

When you feel lost, rejected, ungrounded, confused?

And your heart and your mind are warring against each other, trying to find the answer?

Sometimes it doesn’t matter how well versed we are in looking after yourself, when life throws a curveball it can really make us wobble.

Old fears and patterns of behaviours rear their ugly heads, our minds run in overdrive and our bodies ping into a state of fight or flight, surging with adrenaline.

We feel lost…. Unsafe and completely disconnected from ourselves as we try to work out……how the hell did this happen and we end up here?!

Deborah had already been in contact with us, and in her hour of need she remembered and reached out again. Deborah lives abroad so our time was spent over zoom.

Here is what Deborah had to say about her time with us.

“I feel a sense of deep self-value. I feel how much I deserve to be free of guilt and of accusations about my own decisions. 

My fears aren't turned against me anymore, they either disappeared or transformed, now they work for me as I can open myself for vulnerability again without losing self-esteem here. 

I am mature enough to see “me first” and honour all my parts, because I feel so much joy and fun and light and creation with myself. I know how much I have to give and how much I give indeed, to others…and to me. 

I feel grounded enough to step into all the responsibilities of my doing and into all the emotions without losing reason. Life feels it is accelerating, what shows up today might be gone tomorrow and I surrender in that speed by “knowing”.

Fear and sadness come in many times due to so many changes in short times, but trust is stable!

And I know what I deserve. And all that I experience that I don't deserve is there to teach me to ask for more. I am getting more and more sensitive. I allow my spiritual gifts to be me and attract people around me who encourage me to go there… trusting my feelings…since then and if so, and if no doubts hinder the flow, magic doesn´t stop to happen really, day and night. Much laughter and dance and joy.

Bex and Oliver are a witchy-wizard-y healing couple, super intuitive and highly energetic. In her visions you are protected and in his words you´re going to find yourself again…in the best version that you are. 

It's inspiring how they walk their talk even though they manage their truthful services with the responsibility of having such a big family in a surrounding that creates many obstacles for the belief in magic. A real life experience.”